Posted on October 14, 2004 in Anxiety Mixed States Moods Poems
I wouldn’t call it depression. Procrastination glorifies the sense of self that I feel these days. Last night, as I returned from a poetry reading in Orange — fled is the word and I hasten to add that it wasn’t because of the people or the poets but because of inner tensions — I drove into the narrow rift zone between the foothills holding off the sprawl and the mountains. Out of that experience came this:
A white post in a field of dead wild oats
waits for wildfire
or the slash of the sun
to end the dormancy
of a cold ember blue fog
pressing on the land.
I put the finishing touches as I stood in the shower washing my hair. The patter of my closeted shower helped me with the sound.