Things that Can’t Be Talked About

Posted on January 4, 2003 in Anxiety

The things that can’t be talked about until well after the fact have been tying a knot in my chest lately. I suppose I should take them to one of my handwritten journals and then quote them amply when I become free to speak of them again.

It’s a tragedy indeed when thoughts cannot be freely voiced. The problem, I will tell, pertains to the way we govern our community and my personal need to protect myself from twists of my words. Certain codes of silence must be maintained until certain events occur. When I have finished them in maybe a month or two, I will tell you about them. Just know for now that my insides must rust until they happen.