Two Journal Entries

Posted on May 2, 2010 in Depression Journals & Notebooks Loneliness

Once in your life someone came to you when you had this ache like a brass cauliflower that weighs you down now. When she spoke to you, the heavy flowerets parted and — in its place — bliss was injected.

Fool that you are, you wait around whenever the mace strikes you and crave that feeling of release that company brings one more time.

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Loneliness Catechism

Why didn’t you come over to me?

You looked like you wanted to be alone.

It’s when I have that look that I most want company.