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Year: 2005

Surgery Updates

Posted on May 2, 2005 in Glands Health

Updates about my surgery will be posted here as comments for the next few days.

Dante — Two Years Later

Posted on May 2, 2005 in Quizzes

Why am I not scoring more on Gloominess?

The Bare Butt Face Look

Posted on May 2, 2005 in Activity My Beard

Except for my moustache acting the part of ghost warden over the naked skin, it’s gone.

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A Little Papistry

Posted on May 1, 2005 in Pontiff Watch

If the next pontiff takes the name “Dionysus II”, things could get very interesting.

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Two to Four Hours of Being Terri Schiavo

Posted on May 1, 2005 in Activity Health

Sometimes it’s just healthy to be wicked.

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The Three Presences

Posted on May 1, 2005 in Reflections Spirituality and Being

square184.gifEveryone, I think, experiences three presences or senses of belonging. Actually I think the count is more than that, but throughout my life I have experienced three which pertain to my birth upon this world. All stem from the fact that I came into the world as a child and remain here composed of its substance and will, in time, lose my identity when I lose the sense of separation from the rest of the Universe. The coming to have an identity is birth and its loss death. The three presences upon which I meditate today are the literal, the practical, and the spiritual:

literal
I am one of two sons, two brothers

practical
I am an only child

spiritual
I am one of billions of children on this earth, a brother to all

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How Republican am I?

Posted on May 1, 2005 in Quizzes

Nyah nyah Lauren! I’m more nonRepublican than you!

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Why Fiction Doesn’t Sell

Posted on May 1, 2005 in Class Writing

I’ve seen a lot of better talent wasted (in both women and men) because they weren’t upper middle class and had to work for a living.

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Appearing

Posted on April 30, 2005 in Poetry

I was male and expected to attract cash like a magnet.

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Guest Bloggers Sought

Posted on April 30, 2005 in Site News

Here is your big chance!

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Needing to be caged

Posted on April 29, 2005 in Responsibility Sorrow & Regret

square008.gifI see myself as adept at wrecking friendships. It was once said to me that “gentleness and kindness” would carry me a long ways. Good advice and I follow it, but I also realize that I have a parasitic personality about me.

In a sense, I am a stalker. I latch on to people and become obsessed with them. The only cure for this illness of mine is to break away and isolate myself — for their sake and for the sake of my sanity.

What brought me to this reflection were the words of K — who spoke of an disturbing, unrelenting dream — and the girl — who acquired an email stalker.

I’m not all that far from such obsessives except in this: I have said farewell to violence, farewell to invective, and farewell to surrendering to obsession. When I leave a girlfriend, I leave her forever. I do not haunt their love lifes, confront their new boyfriends (as one ex-boyfriend once did to me). Rather than hurt another person like this, I will direct all my fury, all my anger, all my hurt at my own heart. Why? Because I am a stalker and I must be caged.

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Riding that Filisbuster

Posted on April 28, 2005 in Courage & Activism Secularism

I cannot agree with any Christian who buys into the myth that more religion in government is a good thing for the nation.

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