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AHnold Helps the Rich, Screws the Mentally Ill

Posted on August 26, 2007 in California Watch Class Psych Wards Stigma

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square331Check out Marty Kaplan’s article about Schwartzeneggar’s line item veto of Integrated Services for Homeless Adults With Serious Mental Illness. Seems Conan the Cruel thought it vital to preserve a tax break for owners of yachts, pleasure planes, and RVs. Phil Angelides would never have allowed this to happen.

Crazy

Posted on August 26, 2007 in Stigma Words

square330It’s been suggested several times by several different people on this blog that using the term “crazy” to refer to people who are not mentally ill but bizarre and unrealistic reduces the stigma inherent in the word. I believe this is no more effective or true than using the phrase “she jewed me” against Gentiles reduces the sting of anti-Hebrew language. What we say when we call an outsider “crazy” is that being mentally ill implies that our ideas are valueless, unrealistic, and inane. It comes back to us. We are as broken glass, it says, useless for seeing reality.

California DBSA Conference

Posted on August 26, 2007 in DBSA Support Groups and Conferences

It’s going to be in southern California, at the Ontario Marriott on October 12th and 13th. Here’s the brochure and here’s the registration form. (Pssst to Jane: Tom Wootton’s going to be there.)

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Friday Xenartha Blogging – Wandering Sloth

Posted on August 26, 2007 in Xenartha

OK, I got nagged into doing this by a fan.

A pet two-toed sloth got loose in Michigan, but returned home unexpectedly.

Here’s a better version of the story.

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Boom at Noon

Posted on August 26, 2007 in Weather

square329A boom at noon, then enough rain to darken the pavement in large phantom puddles. This time California hijacked the water machines that run west to Texas. We still didn’t catch up with Las Vegas and Phoenix.

More showers in the evening. Flashes of crystal falling in the night.

[tags]weather, Southern California, thunderstorms, storms[/tags]

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Today is International Dadaism Month

Posted on August 26, 2007 in Festivals

DADA!

See [[International Dadaism Month]] and [[Dada]].

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Housekeeping

Posted on August 25, 2007 in Site News

Just went through my blogroll. If you visit this site and don’t see your blog listed, please don’t hesitate to leave a comment with the info here.

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His Penis Stays Silent

Posted on August 25, 2007 in Milestones Scoundrels Violence

square328Arthur Bremer is scheduled to be released from the Maryland State Penitentiary soon. The younger generation may not remember the former janitor who shot [[George Wallace]] and turned him into the time’s political [[Ironside_(TV_series)|Ironsides]]. Even though he made an insanity defense, [[Arthur Bremer|Bremer]] hasn’t spent any time getting psychological care and he has turned down a psych evaluation that the Secret Service requested. This didn’t deter the Maryland parole board from letting him go in a few weeks.

Assassins are a hair’s breadth from the rest of us, a distance that we find disturbing. Yet there are reams of material written about them and the crimes they committed. After serial killers, they are the archdemons of true crime, erasing with a single bullet or a bomb the political focus of cities, states, and nations.

Unlike other events of the type, I can’t tell you where I was when the word got out that Wallace was shot. I would have been in eighth grade and the news might have come from one of my working class white schoolmates. San Bernardino was a railroad town back then. A lot of families rode the [[Atchison, Topeka and Santa Fe]] west from Texas and the Deep South to the terminal. White boys wore white t-shirts and growled at the black students who they thought were taking over their turf and having an easy life.

For them, the attempt on George Wallace — the angry white voter’s candidate — signaled something like [[Helter_Skelter_(Manson_scenario)|Helter Skelter]], the bigot’s wet dream of a final showdown with the Negro. School leaders put an extra-tight cap on violence in those months. The shooting was not discussed as a current affair. The California primary happened, [[George McGovern]] won, Wallace got most of his votes out of Orange County, and then it was on to the convention.

It was surprising that we did not have an outbreak of violence as we had had the year before. A gang of white students and a gang of black students met in the corridors of the last line of classrooms. Ninth graders organized the affair, consciously thinking of the impression that they would leave on their younger schoolmates. The explosion was short. We eagerly listened to eyewitnesses who could tell us who hit who and what teachers arrived to end the fracas. The riot was a widely known secret before it happened. No one told the school administration what was up. For several days, there were lock-downs where lunches were moved about and students held in classrooms.

All the breath of those pubescent teenagers piled up between the desks. No talking was permitted, but news got around anyways, usually during gym period. Boys in reversible white and red t-shirts told stories. The most chilling was that a guy had brought a gun and put it in his locker to use on “the niggers”. Growing up, it was not the terror of gangstas that moved me but of the prides of Texas and Oklahoma who were leaning on the wire fences waiting for the signal to begin Helter Skelter.

Arthur Bremer was an anomaly, a white man who stalked [[Richard M Nixon]] and Wallace. I don’t think my peers knew what to make of him. He didn’t kill liberals. His diaries spoke of his attempted murder as a passage into manhood. My cohorts never spoke of him as a traitor as their father’s might have, but as a mystery, a man who wore dark glasses. Bremer shot their champion and for a moment, at least, they shut up, before turning their support to the new angry white man’s candidate, Nixon.

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[tags]assassins, assassinations, Arthur Bremer, Bremer, parole, paroles, crime, mental illness[/tags]

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Walking in Space While Staying on the Ground

Posted on August 23, 2007 in Body Language Spirituality and Being

My body
Is walking in space
My soul is in orbit
With God face to face

Floating, flipping
Flying, tripping

Tripping from Pottsville to Mainline
Tripping from Mainline to Moonville

On a rocket to
The Fourth Dimension
Total self awareness
The intention

My mind is as clear as country air
I feel my flesh, all colors mesh

– Walking in Space, Hair

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square327Recent science suggests that putting your senses out of sync with one another can take you to a place that seems other than where you are. A new technique makes it possible for people to have out of body experiences without resort to drugs or New Age thinking. Some clever wiring and placement of video cameras is all that is required:

Last year, when Dr. Ehrsson was, as he says, “a bored medical student at University College London”, he wondered, he said, “what would happen if you ‘took’ your eyes and moved them to a different part of a room? Would you see yourself where you eyes were placed? Or from where your body was placed?”

To find out, Dr. Ehrsson asked people to sit on a chair and wear goggles connected to two video cameras placed 6 feet behind them. The left camera projected to the left eye. The right camera projected to the right eye. As a result, people saw their own backs from the perspective of a virtual person sitting behind them.

Using two sticks, Dr. Ehrsson stroked each person’s chest for two minutes with one stick while moving a second stick just under the camera lenses — as if it were touching the virtual body.

Again, when the stroking was synchronous people reported the sense of being outside their own bodies — in this case looking at themselves from a distance where their “eyes” were located.

Then Dr. Ehrsson grabbed a hammer. While people were experiencing the illusion, he pretended to smash the virtual body by waving the hammer just below the cameras. Immediately, the subjects registered a threat response as measured by sensors on their skin. They sweated and their pulses raced.

They also reacted emotionally, as if they were watching themselves get hurt, Dr. Ehrsson said.

People who participated in the experiments said that they felt a sense of drifting out of their bodies but not a strong sense of floating or rotating, as is common in full-blown out of body experiences, the researchers said.

I suppose that this is not recommended for people who have heart conditions.

My out of body experiences usually occur when I am in bed, coming down from a major anxiety episode. [[Xanax]] can accelerate the sensations. The top of my head feels like it separates and whirls on its own while the rest of my body turns like a suckling pig without the pain of the heat.

“the sense of having a body, of being in a bodily self,” is actually constructed from multiple sensory streams, said Matthew Botvinick, an assistant professor of neuroscience at Princeton University, an expert on body and mind who was not involved in the experiments.

Usually these sensory streams, which include vision, touch, balance and the sense of where one’s body is positioned in space, work together seamlessly, Prof. Botvinick said. But when the information coming from the sensory sources does not match up, when they are thrown out of synchrony, the sense of being embodied as a whole comes apart.

The brain, which abhors ambiguity, then forces a decision that can, as the new experiments show, involve the sense of being in a different body.

The news may disappoint those who thought they had magical powers, but for me it just demonstrates how wondrous — in a scheming sort of way at times — the universe can be. Never ceases to amaze me how some people expect fantastic explanations when reality is so darned beguiling.

[tags]New Age, out of body experience, spirituality, brain, nervous system, body language[/tags]

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Bipolar as Boss

Posted on August 23, 2007 in Bipolar Disorder Class

Having bipolar disorder isn’t going to threaten your job if you’re the boss.

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Suicide Watch on the Gulf Coast

Posted on August 23, 2007 in Disasters Suicide

More and more survivors of Hurricane Katrina are thinking of suicide as nothing to little is done to patch things up after the catastrophe.

The survey is a follow-up to one done six months after the hurricane, which found that few people in Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama – about 3 percent – had contemplated suicide in the storm’s aftermath.

That figure has now doubled in the three-state area and is up to 8 percent in the New Orleans area, according to Ronald Kessler of Harvard Medical School, lead researcher for the Hurricane Katrina Community Advisory Group.

More people also showed signs of post-traumatic stress disorder, 21 percent of those interviewed this year compared to 16 percent in the earlier survey.

It’s not surprising, said Karen Binder-Brynes, a New York psychologist who specializes in PTSD.

“It’s a community that’s in terrible distress. It’s not like other things where, once everything’s over, everything’s getting rebuilt,” she said.

Kessler team interviewed 1,000 people last year and was able to track down 800 of them for this year’s survey. The latest survey is not yet ready for publication, but Kessler said the preliminary results for suicide and PTSD were striking.

Kessler said that in the months after the Aug. 29, 2005 hurricane, an underlying optimism protected many people from suicidal thoughts. Now, that optimism has worn thin – something the earlier report warned could happen if rebuilding didn’t keep pace with expectations.

The next move in the continual shell game of disaster relief will undoubtably come from administation apologists who will have a word or two to say about these expectations: look for the word “unrealistic” to hit your local spin doctor’s fax machine soon.

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Am I a Militant Agnostic? Dunno.

Posted on August 22, 2007 in Humor? Spirituality and Being

Check out Stu Savory’s list of religious bumperstickers he’d like to see.

Note to Stu: If you lived in California, you’d see some Buddhist stickers.

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