Traitor Heart

Posted on July 11, 2006 in Coronary

Not everyone who saw will agree, but which of them could see into my heart? My heart IS the root of the question. You see, when I get a little stimulated, the blood flow through my coronary arteries increases. Problem is that I have a congenital defect. The arteries are narrower than they should be. This means that I begin to shake with very little agitation.

I can forgive how people mistake this for aggression or a prelude to an explosion. Every time I feel puzzled by the reaction, I must recall that most of them do not know. It frustrates me when I am being constantly misread.

I am still scared to type. The weakness in my forearm is still there. Seeing the psychiatrist on Friday.