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Stupid Robot

Posted on July 29, 2007 in Technology

Ask my wife about Flakey sometime.

The Myth of the Hunting Frontiersman Debunked

Posted on July 28, 2007 in History Reading

From Arming America: The Origins of a National Gun Culture by Michael A. Bellisiles:

….one of the most popular and persistent visions of the American past is that every settler owned a gun in order to hunt — “to put meat on the table” is the oft-repeated phrase. This is a very strange perception. Hunting is and always has been a time-consuming and inefficient way of putting food on the table. People settling a new territory have little time for leisure activities, and hunting was broadly understood in the European context to be an upper-class leisure activity. One of the most significant advantages that European settlers enjoyed over their Indian competitors for the land of North America was their mastery of domestic animals. If a settler wanted meat, he did not pull out his trusty and rusty musket, inaccurate beyond twenty yards, off the hook above the door and spend the day cleaning and preparing it. Nor did he then hike miles to the nearest trading post to trade farm produce for powder and shot. To head off into the woods for two days in order to drag the carcass of a deer back to his family — assuming that he was lucky enough to find one, not to mention kill it — would have struck any American of the Colonial period as supreme lunacy. Far easier to sharpen the ax and chop off the head of a chicken or, as they all did in regular communal get-togethers, slaughter one of their enormous hogs, salting down enough meat to last months. Colonial Americans were famously well fed, based on their farming, not their hunting. [p. 103]

Quote that to your friendly NRA mythologist.

The Big Event and Unrealistic Reportage

Posted on July 26, 2007 in Journalists & Pundits Mania

square301The New York Post has been dancing around the story of one William Johns III (no middle name? Amazing!) who got off his meds last year (oh the timeliness of it all) and tried to grab a little boy from his mother. Bipolar is news and the Post, in the tradition of [[Spiderman|Spiderman’s]] [[J._Jonah_Jameson|Jameson]], has been wearing out the wires of its Net connection with the escapades of the Drink Shrink, aka the Mad-Doc son.

jjonahjameson.jpgWe shouldn’t let the Murdochization of bipolar reportage distract us from a very salient issue, namely what to do about those of our number who are in severe psychoses. Studies show that overall, bipolars and other sufferers of mental illness have a lower tendency towards violence than the regular population, but when you separate out those in severe psychosis this number turns upside down. Johns went off his meds. For what reason? Apparently because the patch was uncomfortable. Setting aside his cognitive understanding of the disease, he chose to wing it. And the result was an attack on an unsuspecting woman.

America is a strange country where a high crime rate (due to the ready availability of guns) does not faze the public. Yet when a bipolar goes on the rampage it makes front page news, giving those of us who conscientiously take our meds the same bad name as those who don’t. Revealing that you are bipolar is as big a party killer as saying your colostomy bag just sprang a leak. There needs to be some intelligent policing of those who won’t take their meds that can identify those on the precipice of psychosis without inhibiting the freedom of those who make an effort.

Strangely, the laws which protect us from forced hospitalization if we are neither violent or suicidal were largely crafted to protect members of cults. During the seventies, many parents were upset at the tactics of groups such as the [[Moonies]] who would isolate potential members for months at a time while they practiced [[brainwashing]]. Parents of adult children would use the sanity provisions of law to extract cult members from the compounds and submit them to [[deprogramming]].

The tabloid version of the “Bipolar Problem” doesn’t consider this history. Instead it blares a charge against unrestrained psychotics while not proposing a solution. Making it appear that the whining of the family will triumph over a videotape and psychiatric good sense sells papers. At the same time, it puts we who suffer from bipolar disorder in an unsettling place.

I am reminded here about the hysteria generated in the wake of [[Nine Eleven]] when Americans were tormented and teased into granting a blank check to an administration which, before the event, had done decidedly nothing to face the problem of terrorism. Then instead of improving our foreign relations, we adopted a policy which destroyed our credibility in world affairs. If an unmedicated, psychotic bipolar commits an act on the level of the World Trade Center bombing, what can we expect? Better medical care? Or a return to the horrific hospitals of former days?

A lasting solution demands a public health initiative of the sort that neoconservatives and privatized health insurance do not want. Our standardized-tests-crazed educational establishment, for one, does nothing to teach children and teenagers about the symptoms of our illnesses. Organizations such as NAMI and DBSA occasionally invade the schools for this purpose, but it is not enough. Not only do people need to be educated in recognizing the symptoms, but they have to learn how to talk to people who are in episode.

Laura’s Law has been touted in California and elsewhere as an answer to taking care of those who want treatment but are denied it or those who refuse it despite their being gravely ill. So far, only one California County — Los Angeles — has implemented the act. We here in Orange County, for example, keep hearing the promises that Laura’s Law will be put into operation but so far have seen no action. Perhaps the problem ought to be handled at a state rather than a county level but neoconservative pressures to decentralize and cut taxes makes this unlikely.

So in the meantime, we watch and wait for the Big Event that will result in us being locked up. Every time there is an incident involving a mentally ill person in the media, reactionaries proclaim draconian measures to prevent any of us from living on the outside. We laughed at the ideas they promoted about terrorism and foreign affairs until Nine Eleven benumbed us and allowed them to sneak in their obscene and ill-founded agenda of Ever-Lasting War. Can we afford to just sit around, seeing no response to the yellow journalism of the Post and ABC News?

Suffice to say that histrionic solutions aren’t going to make the disease go away or further the cause of recovery.

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Parodying Luke 15:8-10

Posted on July 25, 2007 in Psychotropics Satire

square300What poor bipolar sufferer, having three days left in a thirty day supply of Risperdal, if he loses one of them, does not pull out a flashlight, sweep the kitchen, and search carefully until he finds it? When he finds it, he wakes his wife up and says “Rejoice with me for I have found the tablet I have lost.” Just so, I tell you that his wife will blink her eyes, grumble, roll over, and go back to sleep.

Parallel translations.

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A SubManic Scheme

Posted on July 25, 2007 in Bipolar Disorder Podcasting

What if we had a podcast that did take us seriously as we described our experiences having our illness?

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Rain

Posted on July 22, 2007 in Weather

On my way home, the slightest of storms. Raindrops hit the windshield and break into [[Pleiades_(star_cluster)|Pleiades]].

Creatively, water is easiest for me to present because it is always bubbling into the most lucid abstractions.

[tags]Southern California,weather,rain,storm[/tags]

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Laguna Niguel

Posted on July 22, 2007 in Hikes and Trails Nature Photos

We went down to Laguna Niguel Regional Park for a walk around the lake and a few moments herding geese.

I’ve also posted a hike report.

Does anyone know what species/breed of goose these are?

[tags]birds, nature, photos, goose, geese, ornithology, avians[/tags]

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A Thought or Two on Sound Editing

Posted on July 21, 2007 in Podcasting Self Publishing

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square298My recent foray into podcasting has put me in a spot of confusion. When I open Audacity and view a file, I behold a landscape of ridges and sharp gulches which I am told is language or music, which the computer reads as language or music, but remains beyond my enunciating by means of the signs.

The diagrams make me shy of working with sounds. This kind of cut and paste job includes more than words and I have not learned a method by which I can discern one word from another or recite/hum what is before me. The visual cues deceive, blind.

Work on photos using my paint shop program can be undertaken silently and quickly. This podcasting work requires an empty room because I must speak aloud and play sounds. I don’t want to be pestered with “what was that?” and “Who are you talking to?” The explanations only distract me. I don’t want to force myself to provide them while I work.

Wanting to work on a snippet of scratches puts me in a mood where I resent the tapping of my wife’s fingers on her keys. This requires a closed door, a pair of headphones, and no questions.

So good it is to be able to wipe away the traces of a quavering voice.

[tags]podcasting,sound editing,self-publishing,web broadcasting[/tags]

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Going Going Gone….

Posted on July 21, 2007 in Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder shrinks the brain. That explains the rattle.

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Friday Xenartha Blogging – Echidna Survival

Posted on July 20, 2007 in Xenartha

Technically, the echidna isn’t a true anteater — that is not a member of the Xenartha — but it is worth our while to state that one variety of echidna — the long-beaked echidna of New Guinea — has been recently discovered to be ~not extinct~:

The long-beaked echidna named after well-known broadcaster Sir David Attenborough, Zaglossus Attenboroughi, was previously only known to science through a 1961 museum specimen.

Now a Zoological Society of London (ZSL) expedition to the Cyclops mountains on Papua island has identified the animals’ burrows and their ‘nose pokes’ – the holes in the ground made by the echidnas as they use their long noses to search for worms.

“We hope that Sir David Attenborough will be delighted to hear that his namesake species is still surviving in the wilds of the Papuan jungle,” Dr Jonathan Baillie of the ZSL said.

Hoorah-hoorah!

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‘Shrooms and Effexor

Posted on July 19, 2007 in Psychotropics

square297Now and then, I read something in an advice column which makes me wonder why evolution hasn’t done a better job of weeding out the less mentally fit among us. I am not, of course, speaking of those of us who suffer from mood disorders or schizophrenia but of members of the druggie subculture who are looking for new and interesting experiences even if it means that your head explodes and turns your walls into a [[Jackson Pollock|Pollockesque]] mix of reds and pinkish grays:

Q: I am taking Effexor 150 mgs daily. In the long past I very much enjoyed an experience on magic mushrooms, ‘gold tops’. I would like to repeat this experience with a repeat of a very small amount of the fungi. What do you think of this?

Please do not say you must not do this, bad bad person. I really want to know what to expect as a result. I hope you can help me.

No, I wouldn’t call you a bad person. I’d call you an especially stupid one.

The advice columnist goes on to explain why this is a patently bad idea from a psychopharmaceutical standpoint. (Summary: Effexor and ‘shrooms both increase Serotonin levels. Too much Serotonin and you turn into a neurological textbook case. It’s no honor to be featured in the textbooks on this one, chummy.)

It has always struck me as the ultimate folly for people to want to acquire bizarre pharmaceuticals for the purpose of becoming — maybe temporarilly — mentally ill. You’d think that someone who’d been battered about by chemical shifts in the brain wouldn’t want to mess with that, but I suppose not having gold tops is like not getting to [[trepanation|trepan]] yourself.

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Podcast 01: Hallucinations

Posted on July 18, 2007 in Bipolar Disorder Podcasts

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My first podcast explores hallucinations as experienced by this bipolar. Various types of false experience are described and contrasted to those portrayed in A Beautiful Mind.

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