The future remains an unprinted page whereupon there are no answers.
A video describing the various medications that I have been on and their effects on me.
A video in which I describe how I came to be diagnosed during my one and only hospitalization
You are dealing with an irrational disease not a philosophical system.
Bill of Human Castration Information (http://www.eunuchinfo.com) writes:
Today I’m a calmer, more rational person. I’m also fatter, and probably less healthy. All in all, I’m happier for what I’ve been through. I think I’ve become a better person than I was before all this.
Sounds like the side effects of Prozac, to name just one psychopharmaceutical.