Bad Weekend

Posted on April 10, 2007 in Anxiety Daily Life Frustration

Despite everything, I am feeling OK. Not crushed by the Universe, not in an unwinnable argument with God. Well, maybe I need to take a [[Xanax]] after all this. DAMN! THINGS ARE JUST FUCKED UP! My stalker will be happy except that I am going down mostly smiling. It doesn’t affect every minute. Really:

1. I go to have a document notarized and discover that my driver’s license is missing. When I go to the DMV for a replacement, I get called to a window where I the clerk is yapping away with a pal while the two previous people are waiting for him to catch up!
2. My student decides to bring me a special Easter treat which is colored hard-boiled eggs — a food that I loathe.
3. I go on an Easter Retreat in Julian and discover that we have neglected to pack my [[Tegretol]].
4. I discover that my digital camera is on the blink. I won’t have the money to replace it (as I want to replace it) until June. So much for some work I’d planned to do down there.
5. When we get home from said retreat, we discover that we left the front door open. Everything is there except for one cat still, as of this writing, missing.
6. I go to my second visit with a therapist and discover that she’s come to the difficult decision of getting out of the network of approved providers. (She’s going to refer me to another woman in her office.)

Who knows what tomorrow will bring?

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[tags]personal disasters, bad luck, torments, the wrath of God, divine retribution, life sucks, frustration, anxiety, daily life[/tags]