Pax Nortona – A Blog by Joel Sax
From the Land of the Lost Blunderbuss
Category: Disappointment
Now it all browns
Posted on May 21, 2005 in Disappointment Nature
I lost the best of the year and now I am in mourning.
Going Home
Posted on May 20, 2005 in Disappointment
Out of this experience, I have come to learn that kindness is its own reward.
An Aqueous Kingdom
Posted on April 27, 2005 in Disappointment Reflections
The right things do not make a difference when it comes to ending my isolation.
One Year Ago Today
Posted on April 21, 2005 in Disappointment
If you were to split open my skull, you’d see a wrinkled mass like toothpaste.
The Ideal Spouse and Bipolar Disorder
Posted on April 19, 2005 in Caretakers Disappointment Partnership
My friends are not dependable people
A World Where People Say Nice Things
Posted on April 19, 2005 in Avoidance Disappointment
I excuse myself from the conversation and hide in another dimension with a full view of everything that is happening around me.
Pollen Pushed by a Santa Ana
Posted on April 18, 2005 in Disappointment Encounters OCD
. It can be hard for me to not to blame myself for the noshow — what is wrong with me? — a style of thinking which I am best allowing to blow through like pollen shoved through my nostrils like a Santa Ana.
Sleeping in Trabuco
Posted on April 4, 2005 in Disappointment Reflections Routine
We must make sure that we support this effort better than we supported Joel.
This Man is an Island
Posted on April 1, 2005 in Crosstalk Disappointment Neighborhood The Orange
Damn this county and the developers who put up house after house without thinking what it takes to live in a place.
A Smiling Face Isn’t All I Can Give
Posted on March 22, 2005 in Disappointment
I find myself wondering if I am not better off being isolated than trying to go out in the world.
How To Dismiss Feelings
Posted on March 15, 2005 in Crosstalk Disappointment Partnership
My wife is my best friend. There’s no doubt in my mind about that.
Opened and Left Naked
Posted on March 10, 2005 in Anxiety Disappointment
I’m not in a great place at the moment.
